im sorry..

1st of all..

i would rili lik 2 apologise to u my dear..

i didnt mean 2 b mean at u..

i didnt mean 2 shout at u..

i didnt mean 2 blame u..

i rili didnt mean it..

i noe u do d slide til late nite..

i shud appreciate it..

n nt shoutin at u..

im jz nt in a gd mood jz nw..

i noe i lost control..

im rili rili SORRY..

pls forgive me =(

i feel rili rili bad 4 scolding u..

no offence pls..

u noe i love u rite..

n i noe u love me 2 =)

frenzzz til d end..

fuck off...

i hate u of who u r..

i rili dun wan 2..

bt u're forcing me 2 hard..

seriously...

im PISSED!!!

i cant take it anymore..

dun let me hear anythg of u anymore...

u moron..

such an idiot paranoid..

dun try 2 control me indirectly..

u're no one 2 do tat..

i've freedom in my own life..

i've freedom 2 do anythg..

without ur permission..

n whether u lik it or nt..

i hate u..

i hate u..

i hate u..

headache..

only have 1 class 2day..

ended around 10am..

have brunch v mich n zann..

went home..

slp d whole day..

have bad headache...

feel so enervated seriously..

international chef day..

its international chef day 2day..

mich didnt go college..

sumthg happened 2 her family..

no choice =(

have 2 b alobe tis 2 days..

we're require 2 wear chef jacket 2 college..

haha..

bt we wear sports shoe instead of safety shoe..

2 heavy la..adui..

sumore we've rili no chance 2 wear sports shoe in college...

XD..

we paid RM10 4 a lunch box voucher..

so called nyonya food..

nt bad la act..

fried rice,chicken,fish n sum vege in it..

sum is cooked by chef =)

nth special 2day...

its jz long long day cz we've 4 subjects in a day..

phew...

serving..

its been so long since my last serving..

i rili dun rmb whn it is..

lolx..

almost forgot all d SOP..

very very panic..

cant even clear d appetizer properly..

drops d cutleries..

embarrasing =(

haiz..

wine opening is ok..

bt d cork sux..

low quality punya ><

clearing d main course is d toughest..

i noe i cant clear all at d same time..

my hand shake lik shit..

arrrrgghhhh...

y la..

wad happen 2 my hand...

nid more practise i guess..

flambe is ok..

bt my mistake cz choose a wrong pan..

haiz..

nearly burnt..

luckily mr.alex help out..

wadeva...

1st serving in tis term was nt rili gd..

=(

n las..


my table setting...

outing...

woke up 11am+..

took my break1 n shower..

went shoppin v aunt n mummy..

happpie =)

headed to bangsar around 1+pm..

aunt want sumthg light for lunch..

choosed Chili's..

hoho..

have gt nth frm bangsar..

next destination..

mont kiara..

cant find our car..

3 of us goes frm 1 level to another...

finaly found our car..

phew..

weather changed..

frm sunny 2 rainy =(

dun enjoy rainin day..

walk into few shops..

no 1 suit my aunt's taste..

so conclusion is nth for d day..

2 bad..

went yamcha v mum n elder bro at oldtown,midah at nite..

tried d french toast..

it sux..

bt enjoyed the enriched white coffee =)

tats my day..

chaozzzz...

menu...

2 boring..

buffalo wing =P

ligtens up my life..

caeser salad with grilled chicken..

mushroom jack..

mie =D

'jiu jie chang'...

oldtown XD

bruise..

bruise on my thigh get worst..

1 day 2 1 day..

didnt expect it 2 turns tis bad =(

im afraid tat thr'll b scar next time..

sad larrrr...

haiz....

finaly my mum knew it..

thx 2 d super duper ke poh little bro..

wth..

he jz cant keep his mouth shut...

mum asked wad happened..

i lie..

i said i fall down in college..

she keep mumbling..

ask me dun wear so high heels..

=.="...

wadeva...

mum massage 4 me..

dam pain..

keep shoutin..

haiz..

pressie =)

im here 2 show off my pressie frm all my dear..

thx 2 ya all..

u guys noe who u r rite?

~ michelle moy ~

~ yap sook hui ~

~ low june er ~

~koh sook yee ~

~ jade lee ~

~ yong huey li ~

etc..

im sori if i didnt mention ur name here..

cant rili rmb ><

lolx..


here's d b'day card..

elianto eyeliner frm jadeeee...

CONDOM frm yong huey li..
i guess she needs more than me..
im single man =)

5 inches heel frm jadeee...
d tallest heel i ever had..
gosh!!!!

tis is d most important pressie!!!
d watch i wanted so much frm vincci..
n nw i owned it..
cant believe it huh??
haha..i have it!!!!
i have it!!!!

rainbow..

went college at 8am 2day..

class started at 10am..

have break1 at oldtown...

meet hui n eunice thr ^^

mayukh's class sux..

bored 2 hell..

makes me slpy all d time..

class ended at 3pm..

dun wana go home so early..

went for yamcha session v mich n hui..

old place gain..

saw rainbow on d way bek..

thr's been s long time since las time i saw..

i guess cz its been rainin day n night..

happie =)

be right back..

will be right back..

for my bday celebration updates n so on..

not in a mood 2 update nw..

plus im sick =(

so sori..

19th bday =)

finaly its my big day!!!

13th October..XD

im officially 19 years old =)

thx 2 all d peeps tat spend their lovely time 2 celebrate v me..

go 2 college as usual in d morning..

class end around 5pm..

headed down 2 midvalley..

planned 2 have dinner at Chilis..

miss d oldtimer burger thr..XD

less word,more pics..

let d pics do d talkin ok?



jade@me in french class..

tryin on d heels jade bought me..

its fuckin 5 inches...=P

i want this bear !!!!

waitin 4 seats..olivia@me..

eunice@olivia@michelle

couple of d day..chung leng@apple

promoting i guess =D

n tis is my lovely bday cake ^^
its BLUEBERRY CHEESE CAKE frm SECRET RECIPE man!!!
my favourite..
oh ya..forgot 2 mention..
thy celebrate bill's bday v me oso..
his bday is jz 1 day b4 me =)

me@bill

make a wish...
make a wish...
what wish u made bill?
lolx..

blow candles lorh..

our tradition..
takin out candle v mouth..

cut cake cut cake ^^
wanted 2 eat it as fast as i could..

b4 jade left..

eunice@me

im sooooooooo 'hang fuk'..
haha..dun b jealous k =P

nt tis camera la adui..

oways curi tangkap geh =(

kiss...muahhhh...

me@june

perasan time..
start camwhorin since nth 2 do..
omg..

sista 4ever..

jz simply love her..

michelle@june

me@olivia@bill

me@ivan gor =P

me@han jun
do he looks lik teddy bear?
sooooooo cute n chubby..XD

d sista v bill..

take 2..

gurls gang..

boys gang..
stupid ivan...
eat eat eat n non stop eating...

leng lui oh..
viiiii veeeeeeetttttttt =D

the bill..RM441.65..

me@hui
both in black..haha..

wad cha lookin at...

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me..

happy birthday to me..

happy birthday to Liew Li Fan..

happy birthday to me..

hohoho..

its my day!!!

i turns 19th officially ^^

i wish....

i could be more healthy =]

i could be stronger =$

i could gt gd results..=)

i could gt more money =P

i could find a gd bf =D

wuahahahaaahaaa..

i thk im 2 greedy ><

nah..

god...

jz give me wadeva u wan..

jz make sure its gd enuf..XD

college life..

random pics of term5 =)

tis is low june er..
she's my babi..
lolx..

my bitch..
michelle moy..
dun gt cheated by her serious face..
act playin facebook =P

me =D
jz posing 4 camwhore..
XD

we lik 2 pose V.V

us again..
bitch aka bitch..

n tis is yap sook hui..
my fren since 13 =)

mich's so called photography ><

nice n meaningful song..

冲动 by 萧亚轩

很感激 这城市拥挤的交通

让你我 还能多相处几分钟

人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手

一刻不放松 不放松

忍不住 想要爱你的冲动

不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞

你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动

抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住 想要吻你的冲动

不确定我的执着 能让你感动

我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落

关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

我的心 是被你设定的闹钟

提醒我 想你的时间不够用

为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动

是你改变我 你改变我

你是情人还是朋友

还没勇气想得太多

你的世界如此辽阔我会在哪个角落

my day..

mich planned 2 celebrate my bday at poppy..

surprisingly my parents allowed..

alot of taylorians thr..

didnt take much pics as i was drunk..

my mood was nt tat gd...

sum1 gt drunk easily whn thy're down..

i blieve in tat phrase..

didnt rili drink much..

bt drunk n vomit lik hell..

thx 2 all tat take k of me..

feel so sori n bad cz troubling u guys..

mich,eling,ah long,justin n all..

especially michelle..

without her i duno wad wil i b tat time..

i cried very very badly..

i tried nt 2..

bt jz cant take it n control myself anymore..

tears jz came out non stop..

many questions in my brain..

bt i didnt ask..

nt brave enuf..

2 listen 2 d answer..

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woke up in d mornin v bad headache..

cried again..

mayb i looks lik im strong..

i oways pretend tat i am..

bt i guess im weak..

very very weak..

my heart is fragile...

break easily...

bt cant b mend easily..

msg u n said sori..

u oli replied once..

duno wad r u thnkin...

nw u treat me nt even lik a normal fren..

i dun understand y..

all i want is jz lik las time..

laugh 2gether..

scold each other...

fight lik kids..

b best fren forever..

promise me pls..

i dunwan 2 lose a fren jz lik tis..

i appreciate frens..

u noe i oways do..

shopping...

its saturday..

thought can slp durin weekend..

have been suffering cz nt enuf slp time..

woke up by mum early morning..

accom her 4 break1 thn shopping..

went jusco at bukit tinggi...

walk into vincci...

try 2 find tat watch..

bt failed..

sad =(

like tat watch so much..

wanted 2 ask mummy buy 4 me..

no choice...

at las..

bro bought a polo T..

n mummy bought me a heels..

4 my bday present she said..

happie =)

tis's d 2nd heel she bought 4 me oli..

thn went lunch at secret recipe...

ate my favourite lamb stew..

bt quite disspointed v d taste..

prefer leisure mall's outlet taste..

wonder y d taste will b different..

mayb different outlet cooks differently..

nw pics of d day..

perasan betul..

while waitin 4 my bro in fittin room ><

heels mummy bought me =)

wadeva..

2day's class is bored...

din pay attention at all..

my mind is jz nt thr...

flying here n thr..

go 4 dinner service...

fin at 8+pm...

wad i afraid of these few days finaly happened..

i bang my car..

luckily nt serious..

hope parents won realise..

i wan 2 live lik las time..

no pro 2 thk of at all...

pls give me bek my peaceful n hapi life..





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met after 2 days...

changed??

i duno...

mayb...

im stil me...

bt nt u i guess..

its shortest time met n left i guess...

everything...

comes fast n goes fast...

no longer close..

tryin 2 used 2 it..

is it tat easy??

i've no idea..

baby dont cry..

pissed off..

reached college early in d morning..

suppose 2 have class at 10am..

sudd class cancelled..

dam pissed off..

thr's oways class tat been cancelled..

no matter wad reason..

cancellin class las minute is nt 4givable..

gggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

spend all d time lepakin around college..

feel lazy 2 go out..

thk bout our event thgy..

nid 2 do menu n comment card..

hope thy'll lik our idea..

rili strain my brain 4 ideas..




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line bared..

no sms...

no call..

heart pain a little...

bt stil misses u a little..

i'll b hapi infront of u no matter wad..

dun wan u 2 thk 2 much..

dun blame urself...

thr's no wrong o correct..

jz bring her if u rili want..

i'll b ok..

random..

nth special happened 2day..

go 2 college as usual..

bt mich didnt follow me in d mornin...

lazy pig wana slp =(

quite bored n lonely on d way..

feelin nt so gd d moment i woke up..

i noe i shud used 2 it..

have around 3 hours break between class..

make myself bz..

make my brain full of work..

make myself dun thk bout it..

spend my time doin assignments..

nwadays dun feel lik goin home after college..

dunwan 2 b alone at home..

n i cant b alone..

i knew i'll thk..

no appetite oso..

even im hungry..

dun feel lik eating...

gastric visits me everyday nw..

used 2 it..

i'll b alright..

******************************************************************

kinda used 2 d life meetin everyday...

duno since whn...

nt long...

n nt short...

miss u a little..

tired..

very very tired..

dun have enuf slp for few days ad..

less than 3 hours slp in a day..

drive in blur condition all d time..

emergency brek non stop..

nearly accident few times..

i shud drive safely i noe..

feelin dam slpy rite nw..

stil cant slp..

have 2 do assignments..

pressure is heading towards me seriously..

try nt 2 thk so much..

try 2 thk positively..

try nt 2 give myself so much pressure..

try nt 2 express my true feeling..

try 2 act hapi..

try 2 thk im ok..

try 2 tel them im very gd..

i rili tried hard..

hope i am wad i tried 2 b..

bek 2 kl..

bek frm kampung 2day..

reach kl around 12+pm..

very very tired n slpy..

dun have enuf slp..

attend cousin bro's wedding yest..

bro dare me 2 sing on d stage..

i accept d challenge..

1st time singing infront all d relatives..

quite embarrasing but fun..

n unforgetable..=D

nw let d pics talk..

playin v d food cz 2 bored..

pig...

my bro did it 4 sum1 special..XD

perasan..=)

my bro..cute-nya..

mie gain..=P

do we look alike?

us ^^

kampung..

bek 2 kampung 2day..

4 my cousin's wedding dinner..

was rili bored..

i've no choice bt 2 follow..

on9 at my cousin's house..

cant slp..

wad im thnkin??

i've no idea..

if i've choice..

i'll choose nt 2 thk of anythg..

feel lik goin 2 d beach n shout as loud as i wan..

shout lik no 1 bussiness..

dun k wad others thk of me..

bt can i???

i rili hope i can..

hate d feelin being misunderstood..

feel nt gd at all!!!

d feeling sux!!!

dun force me 2 thk anymore..

im tired..

tired..

oli slp for bout 3 hours yest...

feel dam nt gd 2day..

gastric attacks me d whole day..

suffered lots..

started 2 feel d stress of term5..

hate eng class..

hate d assignments tat lecturer gave..

it rili kills me..

i can feel it..

feel dam pek chek 2 talk 2 my parents..

thy duno wad i wan..

thy dun understand me at all..

sumtimes rili thks tat keep quite is better..

once talked..

we'll definitely argued..

seldom have gd conversation..

im tired of it..

rili tired..

wanted 2 move out..

bt i noe i cant..

it stress me on seriously..

iiiiisssshhhhhhhhhhhhh....

insomnia..

its 12 n im nt slpin..

tis's so nt me..

usualy ad slp lik dead ppl..

i thk im havin insomnia..

cant slp..

slpy n tired bt cant slp..

have 2 wake up early tmr..

n drive 2 college..

i hope im ok tmr..

reach college safely off course..

hair...

class started at 2pm 2day..

nt goin 2 college so early..

so decided 2 go saloon..

n dye my hair v hui..

finally she changed her mind..

n wanted 2 dye her hair so much..

ngek ngek..thx 2 me n mich la..

4 influncing her..XD

although mich dye 4 me b4

bt d colour is nt bright enuf..

so spend RM80 which is quite cheap 4 dye-ing gain..

my fren said i looks different..

sum of them said..

i doesnt look lik malaysian ad..

shud i b hapi o sad??hmm..

n thy jz cant explain hw thy feel whn thy saw me v my hair colour..

lolx..

btw..who cares..

as long as i LIKE IT!!!

term 5..

college life started again =)

n im in term 5..

im a senior!!

lolx..hw proud 2 shout it out..

well..

thr's sumthg gd n sumthg nt gd bout it..

d gd thgs is tat

i can lepak v my buddy more often..

can have more freedom..

can spend more time v my lovely frens...

d bad thgs is

i dun have enuf SLP!!!!

n have 2 wake up early in d morning n drive 2 college =(

n stuck in stupid jam..

arrrgghhhhhh...

hate malaysia's traffic..

hmm..bt i thk it worth it..

cz im willing 2 chng my slpin time v freedom..

hooraaaayyyy...

cheer 4 my term5 life..

although i noe it will b quite stress n lots of assignments..

n our trainin report ><

bt i thk i can take it n i'll enjoy it as much as i can..

chaoz..

fuck off..

u stupid idiot BITCH!!!!

FUCK OFF!!

N STOP UR FUCKIN ANNOYING MSG..

IN OTHERS CHAT BOX!!!

FUCK U SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!

enervated..

im feeling soooo

enervated...

dizzy...

hot...

slpy...

bt jz cant slp so early...

stupid me...

fuck...

guilty..

bang a dog accidentally 2day..

feel so guilty rite nw..

i hope it's ok..

=(

1st time drivin n bang animals..

hate tat feeling..

poppy..

woah..actualy its quite embarassin 2 said..

tis's my 1st time goin clubbing oli..

cz my parents dun usualy allowed me 2 go out til late nite..

bt..i went out whn thy went oversea v my babes..

lolx..1st time clubbing at POPPY..

v my dearest michelle n zann =)

love u guys lots..

nw let d pics do d talking..

before goin..

me,michelle aka my bitch..

me,zann aka driver of d day..thx very much..

me,justin..meet him at d dance floor ><

me,eling babe,michelle moy..

toilet..=D

outfit of d day..thx 2 michelle =P

more pics in my facebook..check it out =)